Why Me Lord

 As many may have ask this question, I, myself have asked God.

Why Me Lord? What I have I done to deserve the kindness you showed. Why have you chosen me for I am not worthy. As I ask this question many times throughout the years of my life I never got a direct answer. I dis however learned that when the road gets bumpy and rocky and I am to the point of giving up or feeling hopless; I close my eyes and prayer and submit into God's hands. I ask God to give me inner strength and peace to be able conquers my fears and memories that needs healing.

I have a long talk with God alone in our secret place. I tell him all my troubles and heartaches. Without God in my life I am nobody.  Each new day I awake up I thank him, asking Him to grant me wisdom to bear what people are saying, taking time to let the words sink in. Keep me Father from being a know-it-all, always reminding me what I have a lot to learn.

I do believe that God loves to hear every prayer but when the prayer comes from your heart and sincere God listens. I pray and thank God for all the trials and tests that I went through because I know in my heart now today that I did not walk through the valley of darkness alone for God was with me.

I do pray asking God to make me a giver, a giver of time, of talent, of love, of commitment,of peace,of gifts, of all the things that makes life worth living. Help me to reflect His giving spirit in every way possible. See; gifts from a pure heart are a real blessing. They let another person know that you care, and they pave the way for a deeper relationship with your family friends,children,partner,spouse so forth.

Often when a friend or family or stranger a well timed gift can heal wounds or cement a relation and even a harden heart. Gifts given from a pure heart it blesses the gift and the giver, it spreads a feeling that God loves loves. Giving is a powerful way to show what kind of person we are. Giving gifts freely from a pure heart builds bridges that lasts a lifetime.

Nothing is so precious or finer than a gift given in pure spiritual love, as is evidenced by the divine gift of our Heavenly Father In Heaven. John 3:16; God scarficed his only son to pay the price for all who came short of the glory of God. What a precious and powerful gift to be thankful for.

Right now many families,children are suffering from parents lost employment,health care,many other issues our President of United States trying to recomplished.

September 11, the 911 happen, the President of United States made a statement that terrorists had waken the Big Giant, many life's were taken, but whenm United States were going through that, Americans were out pulling together, helping one another, Before you knew it; it passed, Americans were back. My opinion God when trouble falls on our Nation, we need to pull together, lean on each other. Be stronger, family of God.

In God's word; it is wriiten that God will send signs of His second coming. There will be wars,children rebellion,hungry,sickness,When a call comes for obedience or service,let me be the first to raise my hand to volunteer, Father, I do not want to be left outside in the last days.

Welcome me into your holy presence. If we give nothing,then nothing will we receive. If we give much,our Father in Heaven will heap an untending supply of good things upon us. Sometimes it is hard to relize God gave us life as a gift. Many times it may feel like a burden. God never wants nobody to face problems alone. Remember God is with us always. Just call upon his name for He is waiting with open arms.

Sometimes people, including myself; gets sidetracked so easily. Let the silliest things bring them down.  Allow God to open your eyes to your heart for you to see everything in its proper perspective. May God grant you peace of mind which will never end.